I FORGIVE

“Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you.” Ephesians 4:32 NLT


There are times I say I have forgiven. But have I? I still harbor things in my heart that may not be Christlike. I may be waiting for something to happen to reveal others so that I can say, "See, I told you so." My heart is deceptive. At times, I literally force words from my mouth, hoping my actions will follow. I am so guilty of saying, "I forgive," but pursue a path to find fault in the one I say I have forgiven.
Lord, help me be who You have called me to be. Let me be aware of how You loved me enough to die to forgive me of every fault and every shortcoming. Let Your kindness to me set the tone for what my life is becoming. Even though I can't see the end of this road, help me walk it in peace with You and the ones I say I love. Forgive me for exalting myself above anyone else. There is nothing I can point out in others that I can't at some point see in myself. I need Your loving kindness and forgiveness. I need to extend that same love and kindness to those that you have placed in my path. Lord, teach me that Your way is a better way. Let me not hold on to expectations that You would think or act like me. Don't let me be judge, jury, and executioner of Your will. Let me participate in Your offering of peace for our lives.